trapped tired overwhelmed indecisive
I’m back in Sydney. I’m back in my beautiful house that overlooks the ocean.
shallow frantic lost confused
An awkward kiss at the airport and a day full of longing and regret.
Singing songs that remind me of things I shouldn’t be reminded of.
Indecision regarding things I’ve already decided.
Wishing I hadn’t decided anything and wanting all decisions to be made for me.
empty sad hopeful alone
Wanting to keep my bags packed. Wishing I had enough money to fly back at my discretion.
warm dismissed forgotten dropped
And maybe that’s a good thing after all.