some lists. some poems. some bitching.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

alright. so tonight is the night. right now life is great. big returned from hong kong. gifts gifts gifts. tennis racket, arcterex jacket. but i'll confront him tonight. and hopefully my life won't go to shit, because i like it right now.

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CURRENT STATUS:

SEPTEMBER 17: Today is going to be an excellent day. FU Susan Miller, I'm not letting you bring this Virgo down.

JUNE 18: I'm quite happy. I have very few complaints. I'm, two years later, very much in love.

JUNE 12: I never went dancing. I slept. It's probably for the best.

JUNE 11: Tonight I am going out dancing with some girls that I don't really feel a connection with. And I'll be dancing to songs that I don't really enjoy. So go ahead, ask me why I am going...

APRIL 6: TXT MSG SEQUENCE: "hey wanker, did you lose your phone?" [3 days later] "i love you luca. jared"

APRIL 5: And it's impossible to tell

How important someone was

And what you might have missed out on

And how he might of changed it all

And how you might have changed it all for him

And how you might have changed it all

And how he might have changed it all for you

APRIL 2: I'm back in Sydney. I don't think I really want to be here.

MARCH 27: "No pleasure in anything if you mouth it up too much."

MARCH 26: "Sounds like she smoked way too many ciggies, drank way, way too many bourbons, and kissed way, way, WAY too many boys. You just know she would get hammered, flirt with all your friends, wear your best shirt, steal your vinyl, eat your fridge, then make you pay for her cab home. SHE IS THE KIND OF GIRL THT WOULD BE A TOTAL NIGHTMARE AS A GIRLFRIEND."

MARCH 20: the diet: red wine, coffee, and tylenol.

MARCH 19:

MARCH 16: palm sunday. woot woot. vermont. going shoe shopping with jareldine.

FEBRUARY 7: happy. chipping away at a variety of things (like blogs, staying in touch, and debt). sweet day.

FEBRUARY 3: what have i done? how could i have done this?

JANUARY 19: if you're bored than you're boring. i'm aging prematurely and i'm losing her.

JANUARY 17: i think it's just boredom.

JANUARY 11: my name is luca. i live on the second floor. i live upstairs from you. yes i think you've seen me before.

JANUARY 6: went to my first australian barbecue. girly has a bit of a crush.

JANUARY 1: first day of '08. car is outta gas. goin' on an adventure.

DECEMBER 31: my neighbor has a cat named pij. fuckin' weird.

DECEMBER 29: remote control helicopters and usb missile launchers. i love christmas. i love my life.

DECEMBER 16: i'm a jealous person and you're a 39 year old bachelor. you clearly have a few exes. let's leave it at that. i don't need their life stories.

DECEMBER 14: pondering the circumstances in which you would remain close with an ex. i'm blank (and possibly naive and immature).

NOVEMBER 26: wondering if anyone ever reads my blog...

NOVEMBER 21: ultra ultra ultra ultra happy.

NOVEMBER 20: please god, please have kept him from cheating. please oh please. i should be more religious. maybe this praying stuff would work after all.

OCTOBER 25: my feet are freezing. i'm wearing all black. i'm in new zealand.

OCTOBER 22: tired and happy. and tired.

OCTOBER 6: i'm in bangkok and i very well may be the world's biggest brat today. i want to poke big's eyes out. this interent cafe is packed and people's butts keep bumping my shoulder as i type. ugh.

OCTOBER 2: what the fuck do i want in life? (rhetorical question) i have a headache. i miss nix.

SEPTEMBER 14: i'm behind in my writing. i spend my days reading in a hammock. i occasionally wander lazily to the beach to poach wireless. i'm not sure if that's the correct spelling of "poach".

SEPTEMBER 1: spent the morning with pop-o and had breakfast with bill-bo. i fly tomorrow and am currently getting my wireless from the library. my battery life is dimishing rapidly and i am kicking myself for forgetting my charger.

AUGUST 26: i move tomorrow. i am almost packed. pack me a bowl and cut me a line.

AUGUST 24: i think i'm losing my mind. free me from this insanity that consumes me. if i could support a family, i would start my own. forgive me, i am leaving.

AUGUST 23: susan miller, you are right on. i am flustered, stressed, and overwhelmed. i am ready for august to be over.

AUGUST 20: at trident drinking a mood enhancer (beet, carrot, cucumber, apple, and goodness), but it's not enhancing my mood. i'm pissy.

AUGUST 2: drinking honest tea. not ready to return to work tomorrow. physically and mentally exhausted. two weeks in the field, here i come.

JULY 30: i am an exhausted zombie that only has 4 days off. i am broke and stressed. i'm drinking coffee and i like it.

JULY 12: i want to be an actress. i want to be a model. i want to be in the mafia.

JULY 10: it's ridiculously foggy out and it's making me feel soggy and tired. i still have my period, but it's letting up a bit. i really like big today. sweet, wonderful, supportive. i should go and pay attention to him.

JULY 8: i am in a relationship with a man who is double my age. i have my period and it is shockingly heavy. i am being absolutely rotten today, but it sure as hell beats being pregnant.

some lists. some poems. some bitching.

LUCA LUCA LUCA

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

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